Its all new to me. NEW CITY, NEW LIFE. The most frightening occurrence is CULTURE SHOCK, believe you me.
You’ve been with your friends for 3-5 years, if not more, adopted habits in which you shared, the good, the bad and sometimes better off forgotten, cause it all worked out in the end, otherwise you wouldn’t call yourselves friends, now would you. THEN….
BAM…
You get to a point where we all start new lives and they are not in arms length anymore, those people you used to laugh with, cry with, share those unforgettable memories, when it is all gone you realise, it all happened too soon, how much of a short time you have actually spent together
Just yesterday I was around people who understand me, share jokes with me act like lunatics, today… I feel alone yet so much is going on around me.
The silence kills me.
THIS is not who I am.
I don’t pretend. I don’t search for acceptance I don’t live without COLOUR.
But then again I have to stick my head up high, because only I know I am aiming for the STARS.
Maybe if I go to sleep, it will all GO AWAY. Wake me up from this bad dream and start showing me EUPHORIA.
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